"I don't care about our four year friendship..."

Did you ever thought about my feelings? Fine maybe you said that you were hurt by my tweets but do you know what led me to tweet about those stuffs? Because you were always with Farah. And you say I spend too much time with Fathihah and Arina? What's wrong with that when you're always with Farah? You've got Farah and Aini in F&N and I've got none of you in my art. I'm always staying back with them because your always busy. I admit, I am close with Fathihah but what about you? As close as me and Fathihah are, I don't go to her house to bake cupcakes like how you went to Farah's house. I don't go around holding hands and hugging and being all "I love you-ish" with Fathihah like you and Farah. I don't even combine tables with her everyday and almost every single lesson. & then , what hurt me the most was on that day, the last day of Miss Sha in EV. You and Ben planned to meet Miss Sha. And I didn't know. You could have told me. Or Fifi. Or Nad or Aten or Yani. Because apart from Ben, aren't we your best friends too? Didn't Miss Sha taught us? Or all this while was it my imagination that Miss Sha taught us? You could have told any one of 109 or 209 students even if Ben or whoever planned it. And what was worse was before all this happened, when I was on the phone with someone you can ask me "eh is that Ben?" And I said no and I asked why and you can say nothing. Why didn't you tell me that you were going to meet Miss Sha? I didn't even know it until someone told me about it. After our so-called fight, you tell people that you're afraid that I might change the story? What are you so afraid of? Of people ending up hating you and that I'd say something bad about you? Obviously, people will hate me because you've got more friends than me. I don't know about you but I don't proudly tell the whole world what happened. Afiqah didn't know what happened so I don't know why Farah told me saying "Even Afiqah is giving her stares" Why? Just because I'm close to Afiqah doesn't mean I'll tell her right? Haiya. So I'm just putting it down now right here. The whole truth. I am in the wrong, I won't say I'm innocent. I admit I tweeted hurtful things. I'm sure some people would wanna know why we're not so close anymore. You know what? I bet if I never confront you about why you block me on twitter you'd just act as per normal with me. That's so hypocrite. And blocking ain't the way you play it.

Mac like super damn nice live omggggg <3

Wooooo, I lioke I lioke

Fifi didn't know that this is called a pokeball. She thought all the while that this is pichaku.

Happy Belated Birthday to Farah!

& Happy Advanced Birthday to Aini and Amiqah!

Hope all of you enjoy your birthday, girls. Iloveyougirls very very much! <3

Something epic just happened. Life changing, mouth watering, the most awesomest shit, heart melting, EPIC, AWESOME, AMAZING, HAPPIEST, BEST THING SO FAR THAT MAKE MY ROCKING WORLD GO ROUND! Omg! It's GLEE CONCERT LIVE 3D! AHHHHHH I CAN'T FREAKING WAIT. Like hello, it's bad enough that I didn't get to see them live, at least on the big screen is enough. Oh my god, the thought of seeing Mark Salling, Harry Shum Jr and his abs, DIANNA ARGON, Darren Criss, Naya Rivera, Heather Morries, Jeanna and the rest of the cast makes me dizzy with excitement. Ahhhh, omg can't freaking wait. But it's still a long way to go. August, oh god. I'm so freaking excitedddddddd!

Anyway, today school was fast. Thank god because I'm like tired as hell from this week, it's crazy. First we had this talk about listening compre olevel shit and then Chemistry did practical alone and I'm so scared if something ends up exploding or breaking. But alhamdullilah nothing happened, pheww. & then literature, I swear the whole lesson I was gone. It's just one of those days where I really didn't wanna study lit. After that english, did group work which was a great way to end english lesson for the end of the week. Me, Fathihah, Arina and Luqman like had crazy fun oh how I wish it was groupwork for all other every lessons with them. Hehe. And then last period Malay did litening compre practise. After school met Afiqah and then we went to meet Dian Amirah and then went home. Boring day but woo hoo thank god, it's FRIDAY FRIDAY! A rest from all the bullshit school is giving me.

Helloooooo !

I'm so tired with my school schedule now. Like freaking tiring or what, almost everyday ending at 5. But that's okay, Olevels are coming up. Nervous but can't freaking wait to get some rest and totally forget the hell about school.

First period was SS and Mdam Natasha didn't came since her son is sick. Then Mr Foo took over, he's such a.... You know in some movies like they will always be that one character that doesn't have friends, dates and all he does is tell lame jokes to himself and play video games all day long and are crazy fanatics. Well yeah, that's Mr Foo. He's lame. And he makes all these sound effects that you can so know that he must be a crazy fan of stars wars or something like that. It's weird. I don't like him and for the first time in my life, I really want Mdam Natasha to come back.

English was okay , did oral practise and I'm so nervous for the real thing. It's so plain scary. Then me and Luqman talked most of the period about the most randomest things ever, haha god knows how we ended up talking about all of those things. But he's fun, so animated and diva-ish.

Physics went lab and did practical, it's kinda scary thinking about doing practical alone, I don't know how to survive. Also, got to know I'm in band 2 for physics class, that sucks like big time because my teacher is Vinay. -.-" I feel soo.... :'(

Maths was totally screwed ttm. TTM. & art did work like serious work. Because out dateline is the end of July and I've still got loads to do.

Star was really so coincidental. Misses Chua of all topics in the world decided to do something about friendship. Which not only made me terase but also a lot of other people because I don't know why there's just so much drama these few days. Her lesson meant nothing you know, made me wanna cry, made me wanna get out of the class. Idk , it's a weird feeling. And I envy Misses Chua and Mr Wee's friendship. They're like so... Even through their ups and downs, they're still best of friends. And Misses Chua said there was once her and him did not speak for 3 months and then they end up being bffs in the end back. But I can't freaking wait for 3 months, by the three months, it's the end of everything. I'm just... Really really hoping and praying that everyone and everything will go back to normal sooner or later, hopefully. I still love my girls, you know.

She's suchh a sweetheart! <3

Dianna: And they were there and we happened to be going to the restroom the same time, so it was all us girls from glee and then Beyonce and Gwyneth and it was the most fabulous restroom i've ever..

Jimmy: Really.... And what went on in this restroom?

Dianna: You know.... Girl stuffs.

Jimmy: No, I don't know, I've never been in there, I want to know. And what happened? So you guys like fixing yourself up and stuffs?

Dianna: See... Not everybody that goes to the restroom actually has to go to the restroom. when your girls go, you're just like okay.

Jimmy: Ohh, drugs you mean?

Dianna: Nooo! but you know it's like girls stick together, you know like the spice girls or something.

So damn sweeet. ;)

MALAY OLEVEL ORAL TOMORROW! I'M SO SCAREDD!

It's like having to go through a funeral........ Only nobody died. Except every living emotion in my body.

"I don't care about our four year friendship..."

Did you ever thought about my feelings? Fine maybe you said that you were hurt by my tweets but do you know what led me to tweet about those stuffs? Because you were always with Farah. And you say I spend too much time with Fathihah and Arina? What's wrong with that when you're always with Farah? You've got Farah and Aini in F&N and I've got none of you in my art. I'm always staying back with them because your always busy. I admit, I am close with Fathihah but what about you? As close as me and Fathihah are, I don't go to her house to bake cupcakes like how you went to Farah's house. I don't go around holding hands and hugging and being all "I love you-ish" with Fathihah like you and Farah. I don't even combine tables with her everyday and almost every single lesson. & then , what hurt me the most was on that day, the last day of Miss Sha in EV. You and Ben planned to meet Miss Sha. And I didn't know. You could have told me. Or Fifi. Or Nad or Aten or Yani. Because apart from Ben, aren't we your best friends too? Didn't Miss Sha taught us? Or all this while was it my imagination that Miss Sha taught us? You could have told any one of 109 or 209 students even if Ben or whoever planned it. And what was worse was before all this happened, when I was on the phone with someone you can ask me "eh is that Ben?" And I said no and I asked why and you can say nothing. Why didn't you tell me that you were going to meet Miss Sha? I didn't even know it until someone told me about it. After our so-called fight, you tell people that you're afraid that I might change the story? What are you so afraid of? Of people ending up hating you and that I'd say something bad about you? Obviously, people will hate me because you've got more friends than me. I don't know about you but I don't proudly tell the whole world what happened. Afiqah didn't know what happened so I don't know why Farah told me saying "Even Afiqah is giving her stares" Why? Just because I'm close to Afiqah doesn't mean I'll tell her right? Haiya. So I'm just putting it down now right here. The whole truth. I am in the wrong, I won't say I'm innocent. I admit I tweeted hurtful things. I'm sure some people would wanna know why we're not so close anymore. You know what? I bet if I never confront you about why you block me on twitter you'd just act as per normal with me. That's so hypocrite. And blocking ain't the way you play it.

Mac like super damn nice live omggggg <3

Wooooo, I lioke I lioke

Fifi didn't know that this is called a pokeball. She thought all the while that this is pichaku.

Happy Belated Birthday to Farah!

& Happy Advanced Birthday to Aini and Amiqah!

Hope all of you enjoy your birthday, girls. Iloveyougirls very very much! <3

Something epic just happened. Life changing, mouth watering, the most awesomest shit, heart melting, EPIC, AWESOME, AMAZING, HAPPIEST, BEST THING SO FAR THAT MAKE MY ROCKING WORLD GO ROUND! Omg! It's GLEE CONCERT LIVE 3D! AHHHHHH I CAN'T FREAKING WAIT. Like hello, it's bad enough that I didn't get to see them live, at least on the big screen is enough. Oh my god, the thought of seeing Mark Salling, Harry Shum Jr and his abs, DIANNA ARGON, Darren Criss, Naya Rivera, Heather Morries, Jeanna and the rest of the cast makes me dizzy with excitement. Ahhhh, omg can't freaking wait. But it's still a long way to go. August, oh god. I'm so freaking excitedddddddd!

Anyway, today school was fast. Thank god because I'm like tired as hell from this week, it's crazy. First we had this talk about listening compre olevel shit and then Chemistry did practical alone and I'm so scared if something ends up exploding or breaking. But alhamdullilah nothing happened, pheww. & then literature, I swear the whole lesson I was gone. It's just one of those days where I really didn't wanna study lit. After that english, did group work which was a great way to end english lesson for the end of the week. Me, Fathihah, Arina and Luqman like had crazy fun oh how I wish it was groupwork for all other every lessons with them. Hehe. And then last period Malay did litening compre practise. After school met Afiqah and then we went to meet Dian Amirah and then went home. Boring day but woo hoo thank god, it's FRIDAY FRIDAY! A rest from all the bullshit school is giving me.

Helloooooo !

I'm so tired with my school schedule now. Like freaking tiring or what, almost everyday ending at 5. But that's okay, Olevels are coming up. Nervous but can't freaking wait to get some rest and totally forget the hell about school.

First period was SS and Mdam Natasha didn't came since her son is sick. Then Mr Foo took over, he's such a.... You know in some movies like they will always be that one character that doesn't have friends, dates and all he does is tell lame jokes to himself and play video games all day long and are crazy fanatics. Well yeah, that's Mr Foo. He's lame. And he makes all these sound effects that you can so know that he must be a crazy fan of stars wars or something like that. It's weird. I don't like him and for the first time in my life, I really want Mdam Natasha to come back.

English was okay , did oral practise and I'm so nervous for the real thing. It's so plain scary. Then me and Luqman talked most of the period about the most randomest things ever, haha god knows how we ended up talking about all of those things. But he's fun, so animated and diva-ish.

Physics went lab and did practical, it's kinda scary thinking about doing practical alone, I don't know how to survive. Also, got to know I'm in band 2 for physics class, that sucks like big time because my teacher is Vinay. -.-" I feel soo.... :'(

Maths was totally screwed ttm. TTM. & art did work like serious work. Because out dateline is the end of July and I've still got loads to do.

Star was really so coincidental. Misses Chua of all topics in the world decided to do something about friendship. Which not only made me terase but also a lot of other people because I don't know why there's just so much drama these few days. Her lesson meant nothing you know, made me wanna cry, made me wanna get out of the class. Idk , it's a weird feeling. And I envy Misses Chua and Mr Wee's friendship. They're like so... Even through their ups and downs, they're still best of friends. And Misses Chua said there was once her and him did not speak for 3 months and then they end up being bffs in the end back. But I can't freaking wait for 3 months, by the three months, it's the end of everything. I'm just... Really really hoping and praying that everyone and everything will go back to normal sooner or later, hopefully. I still love my girls, you know.

She's suchh a sweetheart! <3

Dianna: And they were there and we happened to be going to the restroom the same time, so it was all us girls from glee and then Beyonce and Gwyneth and it was the most fabulous restroom i've ever..

Jimmy: Really.... And what went on in this restroom?

Dianna: You know.... Girl stuffs.

Jimmy: No, I don't know, I've never been in there, I want to know. And what happened? So you guys like fixing yourself up and stuffs?

Dianna: See... Not everybody that goes to the restroom actually has to go to the restroom. when your girls go, you're just like okay.

Jimmy: Ohh, drugs you mean?

Dianna: Nooo! but you know it's like girls stick together, you know like the spice girls or something.

So damn sweeet. ;)

MALAY OLEVEL ORAL TOMORROW! I'M SO SCAREDD!

It's like having to go through a funeral........ Only nobody died. Except every living emotion in my body.