"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
desires
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Sunday, November 27, 2011
Niall: “When it came to it, he didn’t take enough breaths. He’s got an incredible voice, really rocky tone and he knows how to use it. He thought he let everyone down but no, he didn’t at all.”
Harry: “It was one of those times where you’re kind of feeling a bit sorry for yourself so you’re looking for bad comments to kind of make sure that you’re right about it being bad. So I went online and had a look at what people were saying about me.”
Niall: “The stuff that people were saying about him was just disgusting and no one wants to go and read that stuff about themselves. No matter who they are.”
Harry: “Actually, I went on my phone, and I actually searched for… I typed in “Harry sh!t” on my phone. And I just read like… so I read kind of just a massive list of these comments… if there’s 3 people saying you’re amazing you don’t think, “why are they saying I’m amazing?” because they’re saying you’re amazing because they’re a fan. But if there’s one saying that they hate you it’s like, why do they hate me. Like what have I done. I can take criticism, I can definitely take criticism. But if it’s just like a “I don’t like you” then I want to know why people don’t like me. I’ve always wanted to be one of those people who didn’t really care that much about what other people thought about them. But I just don’t think I am.”
Louis: “It’s quite frustrating when I tried to comfort him after the performance, nothing I could say could really make that much of a difference. I felt a bit paralyzed, like I really wanna do something for a friend but I couldn’t.”
:'(
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watching this now, poor Harry, he makes me wanna cry! :'(
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Thursday, November 24, 2011
I like this picture but idk why telur's face is all blurred up. Idk if it's me or my computer or what?
Hi peeps. Went for another job interview just now at North Bridge. Me and Azam took the job offer at Tampines Giant and it was oh-so-awesome until the person called and said that Giant was full. So freaking fed up. I guess it's back to job hunting. Anyway went Pastamania to eat after that and it was so kecoh because for me and Luqman it was our first time then Pek, Azam and Arina ordered already then me and Luqman like took forever to decide what to eat. We agreed to eat the same thing so then he let me choose and since he looove chicken i just anyhow picked spicy chicken pasta and lol both of us were like eating so slowly because it was very spicy. Lol we agreed that next time he's picking. & then went Bedok to accompany pek meet her mum and head home. didn't watch breaking dawn though damn :(
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Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Umm hello, I miss him like crazy , missing in action only to come back even better <3
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She's so awesome :') Why did Taylor Swift won artist of the year? Adele deserved it.
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Job interview went well, let's hope for the best. Anw, tomorrow might be watching Breaking Dawn. ^^ Taylor Lautner! <3
Blame Luqman for the unclear pic.
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WOWP is gonna end soon... Right? I think so. I've not watched disney and WOWP since like forever. So far no one have uploaded any vids of the last episode on youtube. Anyway, I've stopped liking Selena for awhile now but after watching this and a few other vids, I guess I'm okay with it. I just think she deserves someone better than JB. One's that older, wiser, better-looking, and more...... Manly. Anyway, she's great and love happens so ....... Just hope in the future she ends up with someone who she's really happy with.
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Monday, November 21, 2011
Zayn and Harry <3
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Zayn Malik! <3
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I've stopped watching Gossip Girl for awhile now because I've lost interest in it but looking at this photo makes me want to continue walking it. I know Blair is getting married to the prince but look how gorgeous she looks. Leighton Meester looks so beautiful in this. I just need to watch Gossip Girl again. I'm sure Chuck is up to no good ruining her wedding.
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Interviewer: Alright then, what’s the oldest woman you’d date?
Tom: I slept with a 45 year old, but only found out her real age about a week ago.
Max: I slept with a 36 year old when i was 16. she had three kids.
Jay: And whiskers, probably. The oldest ive slept with is 22, which is nothing compared to the rest of you.
The best song in Glee so far. Congrats for making it to the youtube music list, I'm so proud of Glee :')
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIFI !
Today's the telur's birthday and I've got loads to say. So this post is especially to my best friend. Hehes. Growing up with this girl, I've learnt so much. Being best friends with her for four years has been a crazy ride. I've gotto admit, throughout the first two years, we weren't that close and if you ask me to describe her I can't say much. The next two years, being in separate class, only god knows how we became a thousand times closer. Now if you ask me to describe her, I can say so much that I won't know where to begin. She is an awesome girl, too awesome. Always classy and sophisticated. Truly kind and polite, last true malay woman on this earth. She doesn't judge and doesn't take sides. She complains a lot and talks a lot. She's a leader at heart but also is afraid of what's to come. She's understanding like crazy. Hmmmm..... What else? Anyway, this birthday girl has been there for me for the last four years, I don't know what to say. If you ask me to list down how I've troubled her, I bet the list doesn't end. I remembered how she sacrificed her Wednesday mornings to accompany me in the morning while most of you are busy snoring away. I remembered mornings before school, she'd wait for me to reach school and won't get angry with me if I'm late and we'd go in together while most of you will get mad waiting for someone for a long time. I remembered when she'd accompany me after school to wait for my father while most of you are home. I remembered.......... Okay yah, there's more but my brain is empty. But yah, in the end, she's always the one helping me out. Always the one walking in when the rest of the world is walking out.
I'm blessed to have her in my life, a friend that will be there for me even if she knows my worst secrets, a friend that will be there for me even if I've done the worst thing in the world, a friend that will be there for me to tell my random and silly thoughts and stories.
Anyway Fifi, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Your 16 now! A year older, a year wiser. Stay awesome just the way you are, stay classy as always, continue being so noisy because it's kind of funny how you'll get mad when I don't reply you. Stay innocent like how you are always. Continue being a great friend to everyone and I sincerely wish you the best in life, in your dreams of fashion merchandising, be the best in the fashion world, stay healthy and eat more because you are NOT fat, wish you wealth and peace for the rest of your life, hope you'd get a chance in love with MJ (everything and anything is possible), be happy and laugh always because they'll make you stress-free. Bring your slippers everyday and everywhere because you won't know if it'll rain. Hate some teachers forever, never forget to have toilet breaks, take forever to upload pictures, hate mat-reps everytime, remember telurs and donald duck and MJ and ayam and all the nicknames we created. Because without all of this, you won't be Fifi and I won't have an awesome best friend. Praying that our friendship will last forever because I will never wanna lost a friend like you. Happy Birthday Telur.
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Saturday, November 19, 2011
This dude deserves a rude comment from me on youtube. Eff you. As a fan of Heather Morris and an art student, eff you for saying modern art is stupid and garbage. Basically you're too stupid to understand the whole point of this "Brusied Barbie" photoshoot is to tell people that even the perfect people get hurt and is bullied. Duh. Stupid
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Friday, November 18, 2011
Watched these two movies just now. hehehe. Message in the bottle was amazing, I have the book and I'm halfway reading it and although it's like damn different from the book, the film got me in tears. As well as P.S I love you, I don't have the book so just decided to watch the film and ohmygod, it was so amazing. It had me crying and then laughing and then crying and so on. Watching films like this makes me so scared for the future, losing the people you love so much. When you think breaking up is the worst feeling, it's not. It's losing someone you love so much and not being able to see them again and hear their voices and hold them anymore that is the worst. It's knowing that whatever you do, cry or shout or begged, they still won't come back. It's knowing that they're gone forever and you're at lost because you end up all alone and hopeless.
I can only imagine what it's like for people to suffer loss of their love. For my grandmother who lost her husband, for the other people out there to lose their husband or wife or boyfriend girlfriend or fiancée or child. I guess.... Love to the fullest? I don't know where I'm going with this post, the movies were awesome. I wish to make movies like that someday. Wouldn't that be awesome? Okay bye.
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Thursday, November 17, 2011
Haloooooo , job hunting was torture. Lol not really, we ended up window shopping and spending some time at timezone and hung out. Hehehe, I am really hopeless in job hunting. And my mum I think so far have said "Rina dah dapat kerja tau, tapi dia underage tk dapat masuk" like maybe five times ever since she heard that from Rina's mum then I'm like "You've said this five times, what's your point?" Then she say she want me to find job quickly. Lol, having a job looks so stress but then again, we all want money right? Hais, nvm. Shall be patient and more hardworking in finding jobs. anyway just now went out fine, saw Cikgu badariah and nurul and gd knows what they were doing spending so much time at TM. Then Cikgu badariah was like "Wah Luqman security guard eh" Haha. Anyway we raced at timezone together and it was like so kecoh, Luqman was like "Amira amira" because I kept crashing against his car, but it was a nice race. haha okay bye.
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Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Did anyone else find Nathan and Tom extremely hotter in this music video? *melts*
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Os are officially over. Can you believe it? I mean like........... Hais, it feels just great. Now, all I need is money hehehehehhe
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Thursday, November 10, 2011
They're like one thousand times more better looking being all well dressed especially Zayn, I really love what he was wearing!
Hihihihi, haiz this is what happens when I've got nothing to do. I should really be studying science but................. If only I were paid to do these question. Damn, I'd be a billionaire.
1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? Closed who'd open it?
2: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? Yes, hehehe.
3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? Tucked out.
4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before? Nah, but I've stole a bucket before... close enough?
5: Do you like to use post-it notes? No, I end up loosing them.
6: Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? Oh I use them.
7: Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? Ouch... None. But if I had to choose... whichever that doesn't kills.
8: Do you have freckles? a lil.
9: Do you always smile for pictures? Depends on who I'm with in that picture haha
10: What is your biggest pet peeve? People having long nails. grrr
11: Do you ever count your steps when you walk? you crazy?
12: Have you ever peed in the woods? what woods can you find in Singapore?
13: What about pooped in the woods? ew no.
14: Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing? There’s always music in my head.
15: Do you chew your pens and pencils? I chew everything.
16: How many people have you slept with this week? none, im an angel i know -.-
17: What size is your bed? as big as a whale hmmmmm
18: What is your Song of the week? Uptown Girl - The Warblers <3
19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink? depends
20: Do you still watch cartoons? Sometimes I watch the simpson just for fun.
21: Whats your least favorite movie? None of this are even a fav, final destination and human centipede. erghhh. .
22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? Why bury it when you can spend it?
23: What do you drink with dinner? Water obviously. lol.
24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in? Chilli sauce is naishhh
25: What is your favorite food? 16 years and i'm still undecided.
26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love? Dear john, the proposal, the blind side
27: Last person you kissed/kissed you? I don't know.
28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout? Lol yes, a brownie in primary school. * embarrassing*
29: Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine? NO
30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? A day before Graduation
31: Can you change the oil on a car? Toy car? Cannnnn
32: Ever gotten a speeding ticket? Knock on wood, no.
33: Ever ran out of gas? In stomach? Of course not.
34: Favorite kind of sandwich? When my mum makes em. yummmy.
35: Best thing to eat for breakfast? anything really.
36: What is your usual bedtime? don't know.
37: Are you lazy? Generally I’m sure.
38: When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween? no halloween for me.
39: What is your Chinese astrological sign? Gemini
40: How many languages can you speak? English malay and some of the sims language. ;)
41: Do you have any magazine subscriptions? nah.
42: Which are better legos or lincoln logs? idk what is this.
43: Are you stubborn? Eh, depends.
44: Who is better…Leno or Letterman? Letterman although he creeps me out.
45: Ever watch soap operas? no i don't understand why they're called soap operas
46: Are you afraid of heights? Depends.
47: Do you sing in the car? i pretend im satanna and rock out like a bitch like her. lol XD
48: Do you sing in the shower? No, I do a lot of life changing decisions there.
49: Do you dance in the car? impossible.
50: Ever used a gun? no.... not yet ;)
51: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? lol idk.
52: Do you think musicals are cheesy? no way they're awesome.
53: Is Christmas stressful? i won't know.
54: Ever eat a pierogi? DISGUSTING what is that shit?
55: Favorite type of fruit pie? the only pie i know is in maths
56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? lol i don't know... teacher i guess.
57: Do you believe in ghosts? Yeah.
58: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? Who hasn't?
59: Take a vitamin daily? Nope.
60: Wear slippers? Durr.
61: Wear a bath robe? not really. once or twice.
62: What do you wear to bed? something comfy.
63: First concert? I don't know this place when bands come together and play. but i was small so i didn't really knew what was happening.
64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? mama shop.
65: Nike or Adidas? i don't know.
66: Cheetos Or Fritos? dafuq is that
67: Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? nyehehehe peanuts. although i hate peanut butter. sunflower seeds are too.... small.
68: Ever hear of the group Tres Bien? no
69: Ever take dance lessons? lol, ive got better things to do
70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? ive got no idea
71: Can you curl your tongue? sadly no!
72: Ever won a spelling bee? no im bad a spelling
73: Have you ever cried because you were so happy? I think so.
74: Own any record albums? no.
75: Own a record player? nope..
76: Regularly burn incense? no.
77: Ever been in love? yess
78: Who would you like to see in concert? The wanted of course. And if possible, GLEE! including the warblers.
79: What was the last concert you saw? ummmm....
80: Hot tea or cold tea? depends on the moood and atmosphere.
81: Tea or coffee? Cofffffeee!
82: Sugar or snickerdoodles? idkkkkkkkkkkk what is the other thingy
83: Can you swim well? Better than some at least
84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? let me try it first
85: Are you patient? depends
86: DJ or band, at a wedding? DJ. Or better boy band, the wanted hmmmmmm...
87: Ever won a contest? errrrrrrrrrr
88: Ever have plastic surgery? nope
89: Which are better black or green olives? Mmm, idk what it means.
90: Can you knit or crochet? huhuhuhuhuh?
91: Best room for a fireplace? Not bedroom, living room lah.
92: Do you want to get married? Sure.
93: If married, how long have you been married? Nah.
94: Who was your HS crush? Im not in high school so.... but if in high school musical i will proudly say troy lol.
95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way? What? no way, I'm better than that.
96: Do you have kids? Noooo.
97: Do you want kids? Yes i want a kid like lance he's so super adorable. someone just kill me.
98: Whats your favorite color? Pink, purple.
99: Do you miss anyone right now? Yes. But you don't need to know
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You just have to watch this, the kids killed me. This is my 102920932039 times viewing it, its so cute and the kid at 2:oo makes me wanna have a kid just like him, adorable! <3
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Tuesday, November 8, 2011
LOL!
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I'm gonna finish this damn thing
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Only God knows.
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
Depends.
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
Just now.
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Yup, it's called being friendly.
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
Only God knows.
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Sadly no.
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Marooon shirt.
8. How often do you listen to music?
Everyday, every minute, every second.
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
jeans.
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
It has already changed dramatically before 2012.
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
Depends.
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
A.......... hugged....... Uhm. Oh yah, Arina.
13. What about ‘R’?
R........ No
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
Huh?
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Who doesn't? But just live up to it.
16. Are you going out of town soon?
As soon as possible lol.
17. When was the last time you cried?
....... I don't know!
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Yup.
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
Change naturally yup. Using diff colour from my original eye colour contact lenses, nope. tk original you know
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
Nope, not worth it at this age trust me.
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
Uhm. I accidentally poked my thumb with a sharp pencil. lol.
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Yes. Deff.
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
The last person I talked to was my dad.
24. What are you sitting on right now?
Lol my butt. chey no lah. on the bed.
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
My friends. Sometimes. Kinda. Actually...... Ok lah my friends. Some of them.
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Who hasn't?
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
God.
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
Cold? as in what? coldshoulder? or cold sickness? or what?
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
banana leaf. -.-
30. Does anyone hate you?
Hell yeah of course. but what to do right................
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
Let me search for it first.......
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
sometimes.
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
Nooo, like painful only.
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
2010, although it's the best year so far i'd delete it because it had too many good memories that went wasted in 2011.
35. Did you have a dream last night?
yes, strangely yes I had a dream last night.
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
About 10 minutes ago.
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Nahhh.
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Nahhh..
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Nahhh... Thinking of killing me, maybe uh.
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
NO, i spent the whole day doing art.
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Lol. no. I'm a loser i know.
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
im hanging out with the whole of glee cast, be jealous bitches.
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
No, I don't think so.
44. What’s the best part about school?
My friends, each and everyone of them.
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Lol of course.
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
Yea of course.
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
yes, and then I smile like a maniac.
48. Were you single over the last summer?
yes, im boring.
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Nope, its so freaking different you've got no idea.
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Nothin.
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
no lah of course not.
52. Are you nice to everyone?
not really.
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
hahah yes.
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
only god knows.
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Yes. Sometimes.
56. Do you think you like someone?
Do you think so?
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
Nope.
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Any as long they're fine. as in fine in attitude. not looks.
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
Yeah of course.
60. Do you hate anyone?
I don't see the reason to hate , I just dislike. :D
61. How’s your heart?
Beating oh-so-finely thank you for asking.
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Yeah, but the past is the past. forget about it.
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
yerrrrs.
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
Oh you know.....
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
No.
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Yes.
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
Yeah, ohsoveryromantic!
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
No and I really hope not.
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
my dad... imma daddy's girl what you expect?
70. How do you look right now?
like shit.
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
a lot of people.
72. Can you commit to one person?
when im old okay.
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Luqman and Azam. They know everythang.
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
Yeah, loads of time :(
75. Did you wake up cranky?
For awhile
76. Are you a jealous person?
Depends
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
In the future when you're old.
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
Yeah. 3 angels.
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
Glee cast, hell yeah.
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Pack 100 epok2. Lol
81. Last person you cried in front of?
I don't really know.
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
Yeah.
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
I don't have feelings for anyone........
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
I don't know. Laughing.
85. Are you over your past?
Yup, but sometimes it comes to haunt me back. You can't help it you know.
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
hehehehe. yeah.
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Lol, telur and pek of course.
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
I don't know.
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
No, go home.
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Like as in friendly like yes. LIke as in love... Not sure.
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
Nah, don't think so.
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
What. no.
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
Lol, no.
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
NO LAH Y U DOIN THIS TO ME?
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
I liked byy. i wasn't with him. but i was happy. but i wasn't with him. so...
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
hmm
97. Who do you have texts from?
63 from telur, 44 from Luqman, 34 from pek, 25 from Nad, 10 from Azam, 8 from my father, 4 from Arina and Adib.
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
That's okay. Wish you the best in life, I'll just... you know... jump off a cliff. No big deal.
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
NOOOOOOO
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
WaswasWasylahh
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
Dafuq, no bitch.
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Sadly yes.
I did it, I finished this damn thing hehehehe! :D
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Sunday, November 27, 2011
Niall: “When it came to it, he didn’t take enough breaths. He’s got an incredible voice, really rocky tone and he knows how to use it. He thought he let everyone down but no, he didn’t at all.”
Harry: “It was one of those times where you’re kind of feeling a bit sorry for yourself so you’re looking for bad comments to kind of make sure that you’re right about it being bad. So I went online and had a look at what people were saying about me.”
Niall: “The stuff that people were saying about him was just disgusting and no one wants to go and read that stuff about themselves. No matter who they are.”
Harry: “Actually, I went on my phone, and I actually searched for… I typed in “Harry sh!t” on my phone. And I just read like… so I read kind of just a massive list of these comments… if there’s 3 people saying you’re amazing you don’t think, “why are they saying I’m amazing?” because they’re saying you’re amazing because they’re a fan. But if there’s one saying that they hate you it’s like, why do they hate me. Like what have I done. I can take criticism, I can definitely take criticism. But if it’s just like a “I don’t like you” then I want to know why people don’t like me. I’ve always wanted to be one of those people who didn’t really care that much about what other people thought about them. But I just don’t think I am.”
Louis: “It’s quite frustrating when I tried to comfort him after the performance, nothing I could say could really make that much of a difference. I felt a bit paralyzed, like I really wanna do something for a friend but I couldn’t.”
:'(
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watching this now, poor Harry, he makes me wanna cry! :'(
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Thursday, November 24, 2011
I like this picture but idk why telur's face is all blurred up. Idk if it's me or my computer or what?
Hi peeps. Went for another job interview just now at North Bridge. Me and Azam took the job offer at Tampines Giant and it was oh-so-awesome until the person called and said that Giant was full. So freaking fed up. I guess it's back to job hunting. Anyway went Pastamania to eat after that and it was so kecoh because for me and Luqman it was our first time then Pek, Azam and Arina ordered already then me and Luqman like took forever to decide what to eat. We agreed to eat the same thing so then he let me choose and since he looove chicken i just anyhow picked spicy chicken pasta and lol both of us were like eating so slowly because it was very spicy. Lol we agreed that next time he's picking. & then went Bedok to accompany pek meet her mum and head home. didn't watch breaking dawn though damn :(
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Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Umm hello, I miss him like crazy , missing in action only to come back even better <3
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She's so awesome :') Why did Taylor Swift won artist of the year? Adele deserved it.
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Job interview went well, let's hope for the best. Anw, tomorrow might be watching Breaking Dawn. ^^ Taylor Lautner! <3
Blame Luqman for the unclear pic.
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WOWP is gonna end soon... Right? I think so. I've not watched disney and WOWP since like forever. So far no one have uploaded any vids of the last episode on youtube. Anyway, I've stopped liking Selena for awhile now but after watching this and a few other vids, I guess I'm okay with it. I just think she deserves someone better than JB. One's that older, wiser, better-looking, and more...... Manly. Anyway, she's great and love happens so ....... Just hope in the future she ends up with someone who she's really happy with.
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Monday, November 21, 2011
Zayn and Harry <3
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Zayn Malik! <3
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I've stopped watching Gossip Girl for awhile now because I've lost interest in it but looking at this photo makes me want to continue walking it. I know Blair is getting married to the prince but look how gorgeous she looks. Leighton Meester looks so beautiful in this. I just need to watch Gossip Girl again. I'm sure Chuck is up to no good ruining her wedding.
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Interviewer: Alright then, what’s the oldest woman you’d date?
Tom: I slept with a 45 year old, but only found out her real age about a week ago.
Max: I slept with a 36 year old when i was 16. she had three kids.
Jay: And whiskers, probably. The oldest ive slept with is 22, which is nothing compared to the rest of you.
The best song in Glee so far. Congrats for making it to the youtube music list, I'm so proud of Glee :')
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIFI !
Today's the telur's birthday and I've got loads to say. So this post is especially to my best friend. Hehes. Growing up with this girl, I've learnt so much. Being best friends with her for four years has been a crazy ride. I've gotto admit, throughout the first two years, we weren't that close and if you ask me to describe her I can't say much. The next two years, being in separate class, only god knows how we became a thousand times closer. Now if you ask me to describe her, I can say so much that I won't know where to begin. She is an awesome girl, too awesome. Always classy and sophisticated. Truly kind and polite, last true malay woman on this earth. She doesn't judge and doesn't take sides. She complains a lot and talks a lot. She's a leader at heart but also is afraid of what's to come. She's understanding like crazy. Hmmmm..... What else? Anyway, this birthday girl has been there for me for the last four years, I don't know what to say. If you ask me to list down how I've troubled her, I bet the list doesn't end. I remembered how she sacrificed her Wednesday mornings to accompany me in the morning while most of you are busy snoring away. I remembered mornings before school, she'd wait for me to reach school and won't get angry with me if I'm late and we'd go in together while most of you will get mad waiting for someone for a long time. I remembered when she'd accompany me after school to wait for my father while most of you are home. I remembered.......... Okay yah, there's more but my brain is empty. But yah, in the end, she's always the one helping me out. Always the one walking in when the rest of the world is walking out.
I'm blessed to have her in my life, a friend that will be there for me even if she knows my worst secrets, a friend that will be there for me even if I've done the worst thing in the world, a friend that will be there for me to tell my random and silly thoughts and stories.
Anyway Fifi, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Your 16 now! A year older, a year wiser. Stay awesome just the way you are, stay classy as always, continue being so noisy because it's kind of funny how you'll get mad when I don't reply you. Stay innocent like how you are always. Continue being a great friend to everyone and I sincerely wish you the best in life, in your dreams of fashion merchandising, be the best in the fashion world, stay healthy and eat more because you are NOT fat, wish you wealth and peace for the rest of your life, hope you'd get a chance in love with MJ (everything and anything is possible), be happy and laugh always because they'll make you stress-free. Bring your slippers everyday and everywhere because you won't know if it'll rain. Hate some teachers forever, never forget to have toilet breaks, take forever to upload pictures, hate mat-reps everytime, remember telurs and donald duck and MJ and ayam and all the nicknames we created. Because without all of this, you won't be Fifi and I won't have an awesome best friend. Praying that our friendship will last forever because I will never wanna lost a friend like you. Happy Birthday Telur.
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Saturday, November 19, 2011
This dude deserves a rude comment from me on youtube. Eff you. As a fan of Heather Morris and an art student, eff you for saying modern art is stupid and garbage. Basically you're too stupid to understand the whole point of this "Brusied Barbie" photoshoot is to tell people that even the perfect people get hurt and is bullied. Duh. Stupid
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Friday, November 18, 2011
Watched these two movies just now. hehehe. Message in the bottle was amazing, I have the book and I'm halfway reading it and although it's like damn different from the book, the film got me in tears. As well as P.S I love you, I don't have the book so just decided to watch the film and ohmygod, it was so amazing. It had me crying and then laughing and then crying and so on. Watching films like this makes me so scared for the future, losing the people you love so much. When you think breaking up is the worst feeling, it's not. It's losing someone you love so much and not being able to see them again and hear their voices and hold them anymore that is the worst. It's knowing that whatever you do, cry or shout or begged, they still won't come back. It's knowing that they're gone forever and you're at lost because you end up all alone and hopeless.
I can only imagine what it's like for people to suffer loss of their love. For my grandmother who lost her husband, for the other people out there to lose their husband or wife or boyfriend girlfriend or fiancée or child. I guess.... Love to the fullest? I don't know where I'm going with this post, the movies were awesome. I wish to make movies like that someday. Wouldn't that be awesome? Okay bye.
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Thursday, November 17, 2011
Haloooooo , job hunting was torture. Lol not really, we ended up window shopping and spending some time at timezone and hung out. Hehehe, I am really hopeless in job hunting. And my mum I think so far have said "Rina dah dapat kerja tau, tapi dia underage tk dapat masuk" like maybe five times ever since she heard that from Rina's mum then I'm like "You've said this five times, what's your point?" Then she say she want me to find job quickly. Lol, having a job looks so stress but then again, we all want money right? Hais, nvm. Shall be patient and more hardworking in finding jobs. anyway just now went out fine, saw Cikgu badariah and nurul and gd knows what they were doing spending so much time at TM. Then Cikgu badariah was like "Wah Luqman security guard eh" Haha. Anyway we raced at timezone together and it was like so kecoh, Luqman was like "Amira amira" because I kept crashing against his car, but it was a nice race. haha okay bye.
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Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Did anyone else find Nathan and Tom extremely hotter in this music video? *melts*
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Os are officially over. Can you believe it? I mean like........... Hais, it feels just great. Now, all I need is money hehehehehhe
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Thursday, November 10, 2011
They're like one thousand times more better looking being all well dressed especially Zayn, I really love what he was wearing!
Hihihihi, haiz this is what happens when I've got nothing to do. I should really be studying science but................. If only I were paid to do these question. Damn, I'd be a billionaire.
1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? Closed who'd open it?
2: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? Yes, hehehe.
3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? Tucked out.
4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before? Nah, but I've stole a bucket before... close enough?
5: Do you like to use post-it notes? No, I end up loosing them.
6: Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? Oh I use them.
7: Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? Ouch... None. But if I had to choose... whichever that doesn't kills.
8: Do you have freckles? a lil.
9: Do you always smile for pictures? Depends on who I'm with in that picture haha
10: What is your biggest pet peeve? People having long nails. grrr
11: Do you ever count your steps when you walk? you crazy?
12: Have you ever peed in the woods? what woods can you find in Singapore?
13: What about pooped in the woods? ew no.
14: Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing? There’s always music in my head.
15: Do you chew your pens and pencils? I chew everything.
16: How many people have you slept with this week? none, im an angel i know -.-
17: What size is your bed? as big as a whale hmmmmm
18: What is your Song of the week? Uptown Girl - The Warblers <3
19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink? depends
20: Do you still watch cartoons? Sometimes I watch the simpson just for fun.
21: Whats your least favorite movie? None of this are even a fav, final destination and human centipede. erghhh. .
22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? Why bury it when you can spend it?
23: What do you drink with dinner? Water obviously. lol.
24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in? Chilli sauce is naishhh
25: What is your favorite food? 16 years and i'm still undecided.
26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love? Dear john, the proposal, the blind side
27: Last person you kissed/kissed you? I don't know.
28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout? Lol yes, a brownie in primary school. * embarrassing*
29: Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine? NO
30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? A day before Graduation
31: Can you change the oil on a car? Toy car? Cannnnn
32: Ever gotten a speeding ticket? Knock on wood, no.
33: Ever ran out of gas? In stomach? Of course not.
34: Favorite kind of sandwich? When my mum makes em. yummmy.
35: Best thing to eat for breakfast? anything really.
36: What is your usual bedtime? don't know.
37: Are you lazy? Generally I’m sure.
38: When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween? no halloween for me.
39: What is your Chinese astrological sign? Gemini
40: How many languages can you speak? English malay and some of the sims language. ;)
41: Do you have any magazine subscriptions? nah.
42: Which are better legos or lincoln logs? idk what is this.
43: Are you stubborn? Eh, depends.
44: Who is better…Leno or Letterman? Letterman although he creeps me out.
45: Ever watch soap operas? no i don't understand why they're called soap operas
46: Are you afraid of heights? Depends.
47: Do you sing in the car? i pretend im satanna and rock out like a bitch like her. lol XD
48: Do you sing in the shower? No, I do a lot of life changing decisions there.
49: Do you dance in the car? impossible.
50: Ever used a gun? no.... not yet ;)
51: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? lol idk.
52: Do you think musicals are cheesy? no way they're awesome.
53: Is Christmas stressful? i won't know.
54: Ever eat a pierogi? DISGUSTING what is that shit?
55: Favorite type of fruit pie? the only pie i know is in maths
56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? lol i don't know... teacher i guess.
57: Do you believe in ghosts? Yeah.
58: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? Who hasn't?
59: Take a vitamin daily? Nope.
60: Wear slippers? Durr.
61: Wear a bath robe? not really. once or twice.
62: What do you wear to bed? something comfy.
63: First concert? I don't know this place when bands come together and play. but i was small so i didn't really knew what was happening.
64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? mama shop.
65: Nike or Adidas? i don't know.
66: Cheetos Or Fritos? dafuq is that
67: Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? nyehehehe peanuts. although i hate peanut butter. sunflower seeds are too.... small.
68: Ever hear of the group Tres Bien? no
69: Ever take dance lessons? lol, ive got better things to do
70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? ive got no idea
71: Can you curl your tongue? sadly no!
72: Ever won a spelling bee? no im bad a spelling
73: Have you ever cried because you were so happy? I think so.
74: Own any record albums? no.
75: Own a record player? nope..
76: Regularly burn incense? no.
77: Ever been in love? yess
78: Who would you like to see in concert? The wanted of course. And if possible, GLEE! including the warblers.
79: What was the last concert you saw? ummmm....
80: Hot tea or cold tea? depends on the moood and atmosphere.
81: Tea or coffee? Cofffffeee!
82: Sugar or snickerdoodles? idkkkkkkkkkkk what is the other thingy
83: Can you swim well? Better than some at least
84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? let me try it first
85: Are you patient? depends
86: DJ or band, at a wedding? DJ. Or better boy band, the wanted hmmmmmm...
87: Ever won a contest? errrrrrrrrrr
88: Ever have plastic surgery? nope
89: Which are better black or green olives? Mmm, idk what it means.
90: Can you knit or crochet? huhuhuhuhuh?
91: Best room for a fireplace? Not bedroom, living room lah.
92: Do you want to get married? Sure.
93: If married, how long have you been married? Nah.
94: Who was your HS crush? Im not in high school so.... but if in high school musical i will proudly say troy lol.
95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way? What? no way, I'm better than that.
96: Do you have kids? Noooo.
97: Do you want kids? Yes i want a kid like lance he's so super adorable. someone just kill me.
98: Whats your favorite color? Pink, purple.
99: Do you miss anyone right now? Yes. But you don't need to know
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You just have to watch this, the kids killed me. This is my 102920932039 times viewing it, its so cute and the kid at 2:oo makes me wanna have a kid just like him, adorable! <3
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Tuesday, November 8, 2011
LOL!
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I'm gonna finish this damn thing
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Only God knows.
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
Depends.
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
Just now.
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Yup, it's called being friendly.
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
Only God knows.
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Sadly no.
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Marooon shirt.
8. How often do you listen to music?
Everyday, every minute, every second.
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
jeans.
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
It has already changed dramatically before 2012.
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
Depends.
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
A.......... hugged....... Uhm. Oh yah, Arina.
13. What about ‘R’?
R........ No
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
Huh?
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Who doesn't? But just live up to it.
16. Are you going out of town soon?
As soon as possible lol.
17. When was the last time you cried?
....... I don't know!
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Yup.
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
Change naturally yup. Using diff colour from my original eye colour contact lenses, nope. tk original you know
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
Nope, not worth it at this age trust me.
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
Uhm. I accidentally poked my thumb with a sharp pencil. lol.
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Yes. Deff.
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
The last person I talked to was my dad.
24. What are you sitting on right now?
Lol my butt. chey no lah. on the bed.
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
My friends. Sometimes. Kinda. Actually...... Ok lah my friends. Some of them.
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Who hasn't?
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
God.
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
Cold? as in what? coldshoulder? or cold sickness? or what?
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
banana leaf. -.-
30. Does anyone hate you?
Hell yeah of course. but what to do right................
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
Let me search for it first.......
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
sometimes.
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
Nooo, like painful only.
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
2010, although it's the best year so far i'd delete it because it had too many good memories that went wasted in 2011.
35. Did you have a dream last night?
yes, strangely yes I had a dream last night.
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
About 10 minutes ago.
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Nahhh.
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Nahhh..
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Nahhh... Thinking of killing me, maybe uh.
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
NO, i spent the whole day doing art.
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Lol. no. I'm a loser i know.
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
im hanging out with the whole of glee cast, be jealous bitches.
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
No, I don't think so.
44. What’s the best part about school?
My friends, each and everyone of them.
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Lol of course.
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
Yea of course.
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
yes, and then I smile like a maniac.
48. Were you single over the last summer?
yes, im boring.
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Nope, its so freaking different you've got no idea.
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Nothin.
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
no lah of course not.
52. Are you nice to everyone?
not really.
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
hahah yes.
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
only god knows.
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Yes. Sometimes.
56. Do you think you like someone?
Do you think so?
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
Nope.
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Any as long they're fine. as in fine in attitude. not looks.
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
Yeah of course.
60. Do you hate anyone?
I don't see the reason to hate , I just dislike. :D
61. How’s your heart?
Beating oh-so-finely thank you for asking.
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Yeah, but the past is the past. forget about it.
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
yerrrrs.
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
Oh you know.....
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
No.
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Yes.
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
Yeah, ohsoveryromantic!
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
No and I really hope not.
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
my dad... imma daddy's girl what you expect?
70. How do you look right now?
like shit.
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
a lot of people.
72. Can you commit to one person?
when im old okay.
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Luqman and Azam. They know everythang.
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
Yeah, loads of time :(
75. Did you wake up cranky?
For awhile
76. Are you a jealous person?
Depends
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
In the future when you're old.
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
Yeah. 3 angels.
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
Glee cast, hell yeah.
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Pack 100 epok2. Lol
81. Last person you cried in front of?
I don't really know.
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
Yeah.
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
I don't have feelings for anyone........
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
I don't know. Laughing.
85. Are you over your past?
Yup, but sometimes it comes to haunt me back. You can't help it you know.
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
hehehehe. yeah.
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Lol, telur and pek of course.
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
I don't know.
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
No, go home.
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Like as in friendly like yes. LIke as in love... Not sure.
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
Nah, don't think so.
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
What. no.
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
Lol, no.
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
NO LAH Y U DOIN THIS TO ME?
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
I liked byy. i wasn't with him. but i was happy. but i wasn't with him. so...
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
hmm
97. Who do you have texts from?
63 from telur, 44 from Luqman, 34 from pek, 25 from Nad, 10 from Azam, 8 from my father, 4 from Arina and Adib.
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
That's okay. Wish you the best in life, I'll just... you know... jump off a cliff. No big deal.
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
