Hello !

I had a great 12/12/12 yesterday. Wanted to blog a little about it since I'm waiting for Fifth Harmony to perform on Xfactor now. I love them and if I can vote, I'd be voting every few seconds. Anyway yesterday I was in need of a getaway out of the house. My plan was to go to the library but I was so stressed and no-one was there for me when I really was going to break down and idk what go into to me and I texted Natasha and we decided to watch a movie. I expected it to be damn awkward because we've never ever go out and we're from different cliques and hardly talk in class with each other. We watched Life of Pi (which was very weird.) and Natasha was hilarious. During the introduction, she was already laughing and when I asked her why she was laughing she said she don't know. And then we found out we took the couple seat and it was hilarious because we wanted to put our water but I ended up putting it on her lap. And then in the middle of the movie I told her how I bought the ticket and we laughed during a serious scene. After the movie we walked around causeway point and talked and exchanged stories and I think we walked around the mall at least ten times. We talked for almost an hour I think and got to know about each other and had a great time. I'm surprised how we can get along although we're from different cliques. That's really a good thing for me. 

Why do I love so much

My emotions are fcking running everywhere 

Sometimes it bugs me that I'm always there for the people I love but when I'm in doubt or when I have problems, no one is really there for me. Sometimes it's my fault for not being so open. Sometimes I just want to feel loved and special. Sometimes I hope someone will be able to hear my silent screams. Sometimes I don't know why I'm always so lonely even though my friends are everywhere. Sometimes I wonder why my friends love to laugh with me but never cry with me. Sometimes it makes me wonder if I do really exist in this world or not.

Sure. ;) 

Hello !

I had a great 12/12/12 yesterday. Wanted to blog a little about it since I'm waiting for Fifth Harmony to perform on Xfactor now. I love them and if I can vote, I'd be voting every few seconds. Anyway yesterday I was in need of a getaway out of the house. My plan was to go to the library but I was so stressed and no-one was there for me when I really was going to break down and idk what go into to me and I texted Natasha and we decided to watch a movie. I expected it to be damn awkward because we've never ever go out and we're from different cliques and hardly talk in class with each other. We watched Life of Pi (which was very weird.) and Natasha was hilarious. During the introduction, she was already laughing and when I asked her why she was laughing she said she don't know. And then we found out we took the couple seat and it was hilarious because we wanted to put our water but I ended up putting it on her lap. And then in the middle of the movie I told her how I bought the ticket and we laughed during a serious scene. After the movie we walked around causeway point and talked and exchanged stories and I think we walked around the mall at least ten times. We talked for almost an hour I think and got to know about each other and had a great time. I'm surprised how we can get along although we're from different cliques. That's really a good thing for me. 

Why do I love so much

My emotions are fcking running everywhere 

Sometimes it bugs me that I'm always there for the people I love but when I'm in doubt or when I have problems, no one is really there for me. Sometimes it's my fault for not being so open. Sometimes I just want to feel loved and special. Sometimes I hope someone will be able to hear my silent screams. Sometimes I don't know why I'm always so lonely even though my friends are everywhere. Sometimes I wonder why my friends love to laugh with me but never cry with me. Sometimes it makes me wonder if I do really exist in this world or not.

Sure. ;)