
You are still my friend, no matter what. I won't lie and say I'm not angry, I am. I won't lie and say I didn't cry because I did. I'm weak when it comes to this. Because you know well that guilt always ends up eating me up. I won't lie that I regretted telling you off. Just now was too much. What do you expect. When we talked, you were looking at your phone. You were TWEETING while we were talking it out. My fcking god, what is wrong with you. We wanted to find a solution and in order to do that, we have to communicate and agree on things. You expect us to what? Say "Oh we're sorry, we won't talk to the other cliques anymore, we'll be with you three even during those times you three try to avoid us because you wanna talk about your problems." or should we say, "Okay we will stop talking to the other cliques just because you hate them." You can't control us, you don't control us. I know how you feel because I know you don't like them but guess what, I don't. You say we're falling into their traps, we're going to be going over to them. But you're wrong because first of all, we know who we are and we don't belong with them. Second thing, we don't go around joining other people's clique and forgetting about ours, who do you think we are? Oh my god.
And then when I blew it because you were making no sense while we were talking it out and called your immature that's when you want to get mad. Do you know what other people are saying? Do you know how all of this is embarrassing? You say you're not sensitive but what the hell is all this then? If you'd just kept quiet and tried to make an effort in getting to know them then maybe this wouldn't happen. You say they hate you and the others, you know why? Because they tried to be friendly to all of you but none of you ever gave them a chance. I want to save us, all of us, us six we were supposed to be one. People are talking now and do you know what they're saying? They're saying we are better off without you because whenever they see us it looks like we're not having fun, it looks like we're always left out. But I want us to stay together because no matter the hard times, we've had some pretty good times together. There's too much memories to let go. Please think about it and when you're ready maybe this time we can really talk it out, no phones, no eye rolls. Lay it all out and we'll see what we can do.
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